My Suicide Note

MY   SUICIDE   NOTE......

The words that i am going to write,

can be the last words i will write in this life,

Do i want it to be end happy??

Do i want it to end sad ??

I really have no clue,

The same way as my life .......

It all started that time , that supposedly wonderful dawn,

Me breathing and crying when i was born.

For a while I lived in this world full of

HAPPINESS.....

But the feeling didn't last for long,

It was back to me and my sad song...

Some called my tears,,

Tears of joy;

Some called them tears of dissatisfaction.

Oh, did they ever realize all these years ,,

I just cried in pain of this loneliness inside.

I am saying this out loud now,

the fear in me for the world is gone now ,

I feel so light , that i have the guts to stand on the ROOF..

And jump to end my life..

They will call me coward for what i have done ,,

But these people were the one who made me come to this place anyway ,

Won't they be happy to read??

Another one they trapped with their harsh words ,,

Is no more in this WORLD again .

I don't want to say that ,

All my life i have been sad.

There were times when i loved my life ,

The friends i had ,

The family I shared .

They made my life into beautiful  story ,

How i wish that none of them ever left or betrayed me ......

My energy is about to run out ,

but i made this promise to someone i love .

Those words echo my ears ,

"MAY DEATH NOT DO US APART "

oh my dear ,death didn't seprate us.YOU DID.....

And again i cry in the end ,,

just like how my story began..

this whole journey called life,,

i learned one thing ;HOw to cry ...

AND here i am , saying this for one last time,,

"GOOD BYE".............