Monday, 2 October 2017

I forgive you............

HE WANTED TO BUILD A SMALL

HOUSE OF HAPPINESS WITH HER.,,

SHE GAVE HIM A "CASTLE OF MEMORIES".....



There are many things i could say to u, Many of those words may not be very nice and most of them probably wouldn't make a difference to you in any way. But I"ll say this 

                    I FORGIVE YOU........

I FORGIVE YOU  for keeping me up late nights wondering what you were doing ,, who you were with because you wouldn't bother to tell me.....

I FORGIVE YOU  for calling me names like psycho, pagal, chipku, all because i wanted you to love me , and  only me......

I FORGIVE YOUR  " IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN"S when it always did and the " I M SORRY " when you truly didn't deserve them.....

I FORGIVE YOU for humiliating me in front of friends , family , and everyone who knew the truth about you and your inability to have respect and LOVE for one person only......

There is no hope in holding onto the anger and sadness of something that was not real. In order to love who i m , i cannot hate the experiences that shaped me.........

Because of YOU  i AM BENT  and BROKEN .. I may never be same again......



SO I FORGIVE YOU...........................................................................................................................

 IT'S  NOT THAT  I CAN'T LOVE ANYONE  ELSE.,

IT'S  JUST  THAT  I  CAN 'T  LOVE  ANYONE LIKE...

I LOVED  YOU........