Tuesday, 26 September 2017

to the one with the mask ..


 


you know everything. on the bright side nothing can surprise you. you are on the right side of the secret. people come to you to run away from their feelings, fears,their reality. you protect people from the harsh truth of things. they whisper to you their troubles as they place you closer to them. trusting you with their secrets, issues, their lives. knowing is a key component in protecting yourself and separating yourself from the mask. See we all have masks, the great thing about them is we can choose them ourselves. for some their mask has a good sense of humor and causes them to smile throughout the tough times. for others their mask is religious and whispers prayers to help them get through the day, and for some their mask is a hidden identity in which they write their troubles away. See how we all need you in our lives?


however, knowing can also terrify you. when you're in love you like to deny yourself anything you don't want. you can see it clearly. instead of facing the truth and protecting the hopeless romantic behind the mask, you turn to a mask of your own. only this time the mask functions to cover your ears from hearing the truth. It covers your eyes from seeing the obvious, it covers your mouth from speaking the words you know you need to say. The words you write down in your head a million times reminding yourself to say, but you cant seem to pronounce the words when faced with the reality of things. The day will come when you will no longer need to hide behind a mask. You will have the strength to pull the mask off and say what needs to be said. When that day comes you can thank the mask for giving you the strength to keep going.

I m sorry for hurting you


I'm writing this  cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad. 

I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you and I regret the things I've done. I've lost the 1 girl I've ever loved and it was cause of the things I've done. 

Baby I feel so bad right now, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart.
These tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt, because I loved you so much and now I know that it will never work :( I messed up and now I see that you mean the absolute world to me. 

I know sorry's not enough because I'm such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say, that you cross my mind every single day...

The thought of you makes me smile, and I know our love was real, so I'm writing you this letter so that you know how I truly feel. 

What I really want to say is that I'm sorry, I know that you didn't deserve to be hurt like that, and I know that you will find someone who will love you and treat you right, they will make you happy and that person won't hurt you like I did. 

So I'm sooo SORRY for everything I've done, so all i have to say is that I love you and I'm so sooo sorry

Sunday, 10 September 2017

yes, i m just a SIMPLE guy...



Yes i m just a simple guy.....


                                  i m not that guy ,who always tell u wht to wear what not to.....
                                 i m that guy ,who will be more happy seeing u in pajamas if you are
                                comfortable.......

i m that guy ,who will kiss on your forehead when i see u crying and fight whole world if needed
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i am that guy ,who will join you in all crazy things then carry you on my back if u are tired.....
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i ain't that guy ,who will shy to introduce you to my mother....
i am that guy , who will ask my mom to teach you cooking..
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i ain't that guy who will be lazy and sleepy all day...
i m that guy that will wake you up after morning cofee is ready...
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i may not be perfect but i will try my best to see you
always smiling because that where my happiness lies....