Friday, 8 December 2017

A frequently asked QUESTION TO ME..........

      ❤  DO YOU STILL MISS HER...❤






Do you still miss  her ?? I was questioned this since the day she left me ! By my Best Friend , By my Heart  , By Friends, By my mind as well. Even now all my "well-wishers" are asking this ! 

To be frank, I can't still figure out the answer. I always keep on retreating my mind ( even heart ) that the answer is simple "NO" . But , deep down, I know the answer will never be NO...

  • She is still a frequent visitor to my mind.
  • she is the guest who pays visit without notice and stay for a long time
  • She is still the one, i always think about
  • She is still in my writings 
  • She is still there in my blogs
  • She is even in my followers list
  • She is still there in my thoughts
  • She is there in my heart too 

But it's okhay now, i'm used to this behaviour . please don't feel happy and consider me as her mad lover.I loved her, but now i've learnt.Never fall for someone who's not willing to catch you.

i am still trying to convince my heart. it takes 9 months to create a heart ,so don't let anyone break it in 9 seconds."On the walls of my heart she is that nail, which was rusted and couldn't hold the frame of our love. Yes, the mark is still here and the hole does exist , but yet i still not find it necessary to paint it with new colours of emotions.

May be i want it as it is.
MAY be i want her to remind me of my madness
May be i want her as a memory only
May be i want her in my stories
May be i don't want her back in life

just to confirm and make sure that i don't want that life again.  i was happy with her and trying to be happy without her. Smiling as before . i'm doing cool without her, it was completely her.

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